The Church

He was sad but he didn't know it or he didn't want to know but he was sad he hated himself but loved himself, he was confused but the only the way he was clear was when he was with other but the reveres was true when he was with someone he was hurt." the tears flowed from his face but he didn't sniffle nor cry out it was all going on in his head, "please Kiss me." he wanted to be closer to her but he knew it was not the best thing for him, but he asked

*Looks at him still worried*
Are you sure you want me to Noah?
*Leans in close for a kiss but stops and waits for his answer*

He wanted her body but he didn't need it he craved it but he need it her words do you want to was like a beacon of light in his darkness but he ran from that light and embraced his darkness it was his hope his joy he was running from and to a world of lust sin and pain he was thrusting himself into. He didn't answer the just locked lips with her full on and hard like he wanted her soul with that touch, maybe he did maybe he wanted more but he didn't need it but it was al so clear to him so very clear his path was sealed now to that of darkness.

*Blushes kissing him back with her eyes closed feeling like she was a little dizzy but for the kiss he gave her after a second she pulled back breaking the kiss slowly her face looking like she didn't wanna pull back at all*
.... Wow....

Noah Grabbed the back of her head he was forceful in his approach and forced his Kiss deeper hotter than before, he tasted her as he did others before and she was sweet with the heat of passion he was becoming clearer in her arms in her lips, he didn't want to lose his clarity that he worded so hard to find he did wish to lose it so soon

*Kisses back again wrapping her arms behind his neck pulling him closer to her not wanting him to stop his kiss was the best thing in the world to her she felt as if she needed it to go on living and without it that she might die*

He felt her embrace A dark veil that cloaked his eyes, Clear, Soft hand open for him, Clear, and and soothing heat, Painless. at that moment she was the sun that wasn't harsh the chill without pain, the wind that caressed on a hot day, She became his focal point to see his future, needed to breath but he held on to the sweet dark clarity she was to him she was wonderous like the gods She had become his first step to his goals, His dream and her at that moment were the same thing at that moment she was forever. He pulled back to breath to only find that she was his air he needed her once more so he pounced once more he could feel her body pulsate with his touch he felt his own pulsate with hers they were powerful

*Looked at him disappointed when he broke the kiss but then he when in for another and she smiled kissing back arms wrapping around him pulling him as close as she could without hurting them both feeling she needed to feel him there to know he was there it felt like he was her air her life her everything without him she felt she would be nothing no one she thought meant more to her in her life*

Noah ran his fingers around her body and his own o get there outline he could see but he was blind his sense overloaded with her he wanted this he desired this it was clear he Loved it the feeling but he knew he would have to stop soon too much of a good thing can kill you no matter how grand but those were not the words he wanted but the words he needed but he would pay them no heed he would push forward harder faster until their is nothing left of either of them.

(thank you for flying air Watanuki Make sure you seats are in upright postion before disembarking the aircraft also)

*Pulls back for a second to catch her breath looking at him*
N-N-Noah....
*Not being able to control herself she kisses him deeply again getting that feeling that he was the only one*

When she pulled away it was like he was tossed in to an ice fog full of the chills and pains of the world he wanted her once more and she took him full force to the point that when she came back to him it was a second birth she wanted to speak to him but he lost his words and his will for this moment he was not himself he was hers and she was not his not now anyway.

As quickly as the feelings came they went the way of the Dodo slowly he was becoming the cloudy young man he didn't want that he wanted that rage to come back his passion his fury his youth to take him but it wouldn't come and he felt himself full of shame once more full of his pain and full of his monster the darkness that was his friend and his focus has betrayed him again, and left him wanting more.

he wanted to know what it was that spurned him what made him lust so hard and why it escapes him now he grows said in her arms her lips her soul and he cries, His tears make the passion flow like a wave it came back once more but in sadness along with his happiness.

*Brings one of her hands and wipes away some of his tears with her thumb still kissing him but wanting to pull back and see what was wrong but she just couldn't make herself do it no matter how much she wanted to*

Noah was Dying here. Dying to leave dying to come dying to go he was dying to be in her arms longer but he we dying, He was losing more of his self with each moment his good his bad it was becoming darkness his hate was becoming nothing in her truth her forever, His truth her truth he was living but dead he was hers, Hie eyes no longer subject to the clouds of his tears for she wiped them away with such tenderness, but the tears didn't stop as he realized he was in love once more but this time he was its slave and not its master.

*Pulls back breaking the kiss her face showing she didn't like it but she had to make sure he was OK*
*Looks at him with eyes full of worry using both her hands to wipe away his tears and she knew she wouldn't stop wiping them till he stopped crying she didn't like seeing him like this it pained her*
Don't Cry..... I don't like seeing you cry.
*She wanted nothing more but to kiss him again but she held back her worry stopping her from kissing him again*

They stopped he was in complete understanding of what he had come to realize except for the slave part, He wish h could tell her that he was in love with her but then again he wanted nothing to do with love and what came of it he wanted to scorn her but words of sweetness would spew from him, "It was so beautiful my dear that it brought me to tears," He placed his hands on hers to wipe away his own tears that didn't stop yet that to him he was once more in the kingdom of god and her every touch was his muse his diva, but he had to regain himself he can't love anymore no it hurts to much.

*Blushes a little still wiping away his tears with his hands on top of hers*
Noah......
*moves her hands away wrapping them behind his neck again smiling at him*
I-I've never felt like this before about any body no matter who they were to me..... Is this real...... Or is it a dream.....
*Her eyes go a little green thinking a little more about that last thought what if it was all a dream she would never be able to face anyone again after dreaming this but she knew these feelings were real no matter what*

As far Noah could tell he was not dreaming Oh how he wished it was so it could become a nightmare, He didn't want to love but there he was In love once more and a pain was in his heart but he bared through it as he embraced Maya in his bosom his tears her tears it was the same thing once more and twice over," As far as I can tell thins is no dream My love..." he spoke as soft as he could while holding her head to his chest so she could feel his heart each pound after another. he hoped it was in sync with hers. It could have been

*Eyes go purple smiling as she hears his heartbeat it was weird hers was just the same as his she never knew that it could do that*
Good...... I would hate for it to be one.....
*Looks up at him*
You heart..... It's beating just like mine.....
*Smiles bigger hoping it wasn't that big of a smile since she never did smile a lot but she thought that that would be changing soon*

Noah was silent while he stroked her hair as gentely as he could as right as he could he had no thoughts at the time because if he did they would be only of her he spoke on instinct an fear the coward in him was in full effect as well if he had any thoughts in his head they would of her and they would of fear of being with here so it was best that he didn't speak best if they had their shared moment in silence, so quite he could feel her pulse and his in fact it was as if their hearts together Shook the pews and the rafter of the church that it could stand amidst their passion it foundation was much too weak.

*Relaxes in his arms at the feeling of him stroking her hair she loved it when people touched her hair not all people only people she could really trust she never wanted him to let go of her she knew she would be forced to soon but she enjoyed the moment trying not to think of what would happen when he needed to leave or something like that happen*

He loved his moment with her he wanted to lift he to the heavens but some had some else to say about his happiness at the moment Noah found himself in the cage of his mind while something else moved his body his desire the Angel that fell from the heavens and found his home in the reaches of Noah had taken the wheel and was going to do what noah couldn't leave her her to wilt and die as he would a roes, His voice was Noah's but not Noah's colder yet warmer it was an imposibale Persona but it was his. " My dear I wish I could will it that the sands of time stopped for us and only us and that the moon raise it head and give us a glow but I must leave you I must leave you for now,"

*Eyes go green a little but she hid it well by smiling with her eyes close*
O-OK..... Will I see you later?
*She opened her eyes and they were a dull blue close to a normal blue but still dull blue made it that way so he wouldn't tell how she was blocking out her sadness*

He he lets her go as he stands and walks to the door, of course you may see again, I would have it no other way my Queen." he speaks as he was at the door moment away from opening it he smiled and nodded at what transpired He was very disapointed in Noah yet proud he found his desire but he let if corrupt and consume him

*Watches him leave waving bye then walks around the organ picking up Ai -her scythe- and heads for the door with green eyes*

A place so solitude that he finds himself not brooding not hating but loving once more no its not the playful love he had with his mother it was full blown lust love sloppy nasty love just the type of love that proved you were alive, he wanted to tell someone anyone but once more the pews and halls are empty and the priest long abandoned his post for better things so Noah waits as he normally wait in the pews with his back to the ground and face to the ceiling